I see you. I witness you.
You’re doing aN INCREDIBLE job, love.
I know the path of being awake and present in this world isn’t always easy. I know that sometimes it feels like three steps forward, two steps back.
But I am here to witness you in your truth and what I see is an incredibly strong woman who's ready to do deep work, to rise up and shine. I see a woman who shows up for herself and her community again and again. I see a woman who is ready to be in her truth.
I can sense the impact your willingness to forgive, to love even more deeply, and to be a light in your world is having on this planet. It’s no mistake that you are here right now. It is not a punishment that all of the things that no longer serve you are being uprooted in your life. ALL of this is because you are on a mission to be on purpose and in your truth and that requires you to do the work. That requires you to make a choice in every moment to walk your path or to slide into old patterns.
I see you standing strong even when it feels hard, even when the tears are flowing, even when you’re scared, even when you feel lost. You are the light even when it feels so dark.
Not everyone is able to do this. But you are and you are loved for that.
I see you. I am you. I love you.
LET ME TELL YOU THE TALE OF MY HEALING JOURNEY…
I remember when I made the critical decision to ask for help from a healer and to finally allow someone to witness me and hold space for my story to unfold and heal in. When I said that YES to myself for the first time my heart was racing, my body was shaking and my head was throbbing. I felt petrified of someone seeing me in my vulnerability.
You see, I had spent a lifetime up to that moment trying to manage the smoke and mirrors of perfection. I put on the face that everything was more than ok but, in truth, I was hiding from my life. I was a afraid of my own light. I was avoiding what my heart was yearning for because I didn't believe I deserved it. So, instead, I fell into the trap of busying myself with trying to control my external environment. Even though my life looked amazing from the outside, life wasn't working for me on the inside.
Something needed to change and that change had to come from within. .
I said yes to me by saying yes to receiving support and my life has never been the same.
I have tears streaming down my face as I reflect back on myself in those first years (yes, healing on all layers of your life takes time) of working with my first mentor and healer. I remember the fear and sadness bubbling up. I remember the painfully limiting stories and belief systems that had kept me small starting to rip open and release. It was scary. But then the magic of our work together started integrating and suddenly I felt possibility coursing through me. Suddenly I was claiming things like, "I want to start my open healing practice!" "I want to heal with my hands!" "I want to work with women just like me and show them what’s possible in life!" "I want to be an intuitive teacher and mentor!"
I couldn’t believe the dreams that I was claiming with such power and joy. The energy of vitality, truth, passion and inspiration started swirling around in me for the first time and it felt incredible.
Because of that decision I made to trust my inner voice and begin the healing process, I now I wake up every day knowing that I'm supported. I believe I'm right where I need to be. I can trust myself. I can create anything I set my energy and heart to.
I am connected into a knowing and wisdom that guides me every step of the way. I am a divine woman who is a force of power on this earth. I can heal myself and help others heal. Life is on my side.
Sister, this type of life changing transformation and healing is available to you, too. These words are your invitation- yes, the ones you're reading right now- to finally give yourself permission to dive in and do the work. This is your invitation to receive the support you crave. This is your invitation to finally let everything that has been stopping you go.
All of the stories, beliefs and experiences that feel so hard to move past can be released if you’re ready and willing. I know because I did it. And now I help other women, just like you, do it too.
I am here to walk with you and to remind you of this knowing that’s already within you.
Are you ready to give yourself the permission you've been waiting for?
Are you ready to claim your space in your life and to shine that unique light of yours?
Can you feel the yearning to let go of being small and to live your truth, full out?
Does your belly flutter at this invitation to rise up?